Lost a lot of good friends

Thought that was the reason for feeling down recently, and many new friends who could be interesting, seem Very self centered, which makes them boring, and can't wait to leave, or avoid them. Ran into an old friend who has been missing for 4 yrs, who said he was working out of the area. He can discuss many things, and not always what he is doing or just interested in, and has conversations. It was a relief to see him again, and talk and ask about things. Said he was even taking whey protein, that I have been. Not for lifting, but to benefit health.

Feel that I might have lost Cathy. Shame that I couldn't have more time with her. Wanted to be able to sit down and have a good conversation with her. Wonder what her interest was? Sure looked like she had some, the way she went out of her way to chat, when she did and even admitting to being shy. Felt like there was a lot we could have shared. Strange how she appeared, got friendly, disapeared, came back, acted friendly at times, then disapeared again. Seemed like it could have been interesting, and headed that way. Probaby hard to do what she did in her situation.

Would have been nice to have her come with me on my around the country trip. Lots of things and places she could have painted . Wonder if she would have liked that?